your heart's a mess, you won't admit to it

[aphrodite_mine]

 Started new meds on Wednesday and it's been a deceptively smooth ride until today. I was feeling a bit iffy when I got to work, and quickly guilt and shame spiraled to where I couldn't eat lunch, and THAT helped me spiral into grinding my teeth and needing to sleep right when I got home... to wake up five hours later, shower, eat and feel remotely human. I guess all the meds in the world don't help when you're programmed to immediately jump to the doomsday scenario.

Anyway.

My cat just curled up on a plastic bag because he is awesome.

I got most of my to-do list from the weekend done (yay!) but tonight's list is just going to have to sit until tomorrow. 

Comments

[gloss]

I send you belated hearts and hugs.

[aphrodite_mine]

*collapses, clings*

[st_aurafina]

Ugh, the guilt/shame spiral. That is the worst ride at the carnival, I don't know why I keep getting on it.

*hugs you hard* We need to stick to the dodgem cars or the merry-go-round.

[aphrodite_mine]

It doesn't even look fun and it takes ALL the tickets!

[prunesquallormd]

A very late comment this, but I just wanted to say I hope you're doing better today.
*hugs*

(Cats are awesome, always!
What's yours called? You should post a piccy of him some time :)).