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[aphrodite_mine]

Please do me a favor and skip the fuck out of my last post. I'll probably delete it, but good LORD am I a privileged little shit.

My schedule is not letting up, and since I spent last night listening to Jenny Owen Young's new album (I DON'T REGRET IT) on repeat (IT IS FANTASTIC) I lost a night of TV watching (shut up, this is important to me) and basically ended up crying about how FUCKING AWFUL Missouri/America/The Universe is because OH MY GOD my state primaried Santorum. I suggest we all (*clings to you*) move to the Moon.

So... tonight I have counseling (a bulk of which, I'm sure, will be spent on this Highly Sensitive thing, and... probably my latest case of gay mono), collecting for femslash_today (3 more weeks and then I swear I'm done for the year), and watching Lizzy Caplan's run on New Girl because 1) I need a new show (no I don't) 2) LIZZY MOTHERFUCKING CAPLAN and 3) FEMSLASH SUBTEXT and I really need another gay lady show to cling to since I'm backing off of Parks. (I've also been starting Cougar Town to try and fill that void, and so far it is entertaining enough to keep watching but nothing stellar, though I'm told it gets better.)

Tomorrow I have practice, after which will be Bomb Girls and probably Parks (see? I am being SUPER CASUAL! Oh, and my boss at TV Grapevine was super cool and nice about me quitting the recaps. No big deal!). The Friday is Fringe-day, and family time with my people. I skipped last Sunday so I am in deep need of hanging with them, of course I also need to do a thousand other things, so I may bring my laptop along and be THAT person. On Saturday, I'm going to be deliberate and go somewhere with coffee and my notepad and WRITE ALL THE THINGS. I'm having pacing issues with my recast-bigbang fic (3000 words in and I'm still on the exposition, holy shit) so I'm hoping that writing some later scenes will help me focus on what's important (SEX, OBVIOUSLY). [EDIT: I just cut out about half of the intended plot, wrote 1000 words, and holy crap, I think this is doable again. It's going to be super depressing, but that's what you get, Leslie! THAT'S WHAT YOU GET.] After that, me and Tex are going to the neighboring derby league to volunteer and ref, respectively.

And by the time that's done, it's time for a NEW WEEK. And literally the only things that are different about next week (I keep a very consistent schedule you guys) are that I'm going to attempt to CLEAN on Wednesday, and on Saturday I'm working at a Mardi Gras event during the day (so that means writing at night?) and on Sunday I'm spending time with my bio family for once.

Comments

[st_aurafina]

No! It's a great post! Don't delete it! I had it open to say "This is a great post!" but sadly I fell asleep on the sofa and forgot about everything.

I didn't think it was privileged at all - I thought it sorted a lot of stuff out.

Also, that skating photo was hot. Um. Is that wrong?

[aphrodite_mine]

Awww, thanks!! I feel sometimes (a lot of times?) that I shouldn't complain about my shit because it's, well. Not a lot. But I've gotten some positive feedback and feel better now.

LOL. I totally have a derby girl fetish, so I am the last person to tell you that thinking the skating pic is hot is wrong ;)