things that make me feel reasonably good

- The song "Beggin'" by Madcon (itself a cover of an earlier version) is the much better version of the song covered by Maneskin and all over the top 40. It just came on my playlist.
- After watching the trailer for Climax, I knew I'd probably "like" to see it, but also that I couldn't possibly, because the trailer itself gave me such bad intrusive thoughts for weeks that I'd about given up. I listened to the "Too Scary; Didn't Watch" podcast on it, and got the thoroughly soul-crushing experience without OCR visuals! I don't recommend it, but if you must experience the film, at least don't watch it. 
- I spent a good chunk of Monday dreamily thinking about my actress/actress romance and maybe the idea isn't totally dead! 
- The new MUNA album comes out on Friday, that's cool!
- I really, really like the song "@elio.irl" by ELIO and Adam Melchior. Really.