drinking from the tap

Using 10 minutes of lunch break to try and catch up and just AHH why is everything so much. 

I need to really focus on what I want to spend my time on, but the problem is that my time is already full. 

I did get a hammock with my workiversary money and that was an excellent decision. I'm owed a few. 

Maybe I'll do a legit update tonight. 

(no subject)

Movies (11/15)
Men - Okay, while it wasn't what I thought it would be, I'm liking it supremely more upon reflecting. I'm also sticking to my original thought that I wouldn't have made that particular choice, but I don't think it is as terrible as I initially felt. The ending, I mean. I always liked the first 3/4. 

Pieces of Nonfiction for Work (4/12)
Wrote a little blog about OCR, which was relatively painless.

Recipes (12/12)
Shrimp pasta primavera was fine. Earthy as heck. 

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Two tracks to leave you with.

1) My Kink is Karma - Chappell Roan (the video is delightful and features femdom and burlesque)

It's hot when you're going through hell
And you're hating yourself, I'm feeling myself
It's hot when you know that you're caught
And you're getting pissed off, it's getting me off

2) how are you not freaking out? - Greta Issac (video is several random clips, not official)

god bless the version of me
who lives in the suburbs
she drinks wine and watches tv
she's got everything she needs, what a loser

dear summerofhorrorexchange match

Please see my other dear author letters for additional likes.

Horror Movies with the Vibes I'm Into
Annihilation
Picnic at Hanging Rock
Stoker
The Night House
Hereditary
Midsommar
Men
10 Cloverfield Lane
The Village
Right at Your Door
Dogtooth
Antichrist
Shiva Baby

DNWs: detailed rape/non-consensual sex, underage sex (under 16), explicit violent or sexually violent child abuse, newly-permanent death of requested characters, A/B/O, knotting, soul bonds, mpreg, details about the real children of historical-fictionalized characters